Do you ever see happiness or your future, but you’re just too drawn back to your past?
I found myself stuck in this situation last week.
In fact this post was originally titled “Drawn To Negativity”. And I had written about what kind of week I had, that was surrounded with things from the past. It’s been a while since I was so addicted to negativity, but yesterday something changed in me.
It took one skype call, one person and a whole lot of random happiness that I hadn’t felt in a very long time. When I woke up this morning I still felt happy and that isn’t normally like me. As I stared at myself in the mirror, I imagined every bit of my past standing behind me, I looked straight at it in the mirror and said “Enough, now.”
There has to be a point where I have to let go and stop re opening these wounds that are so desperately trying to heal. This is the time. It’s not fair. I owe that to myself.
The present and my future deserves a chance of happiness.
I deserve a chance of happiness. 🙂